Confused Soft Butch
Dear Ms. Behavior:
My girlfriend, Roxy, and I broke up a couple of months ago. We’re doing well with the friendship thing. I know that the two of us are not meant to be together. More specifically, I initiated the breakup talk.
However, I never—given the current situation that neither of us is dating anyone else—would say “no” to sex with her. While I realize that we have “big issue” problems between us, this knowledge has not made her ass any less fine, or her mouth any less desirable.
So, here’s my question: How can Roxy want to stay connected to me, cook me dinner, and call me—but not want to fuck me? I mean, how about at least a couple times a month just to stay in practice, and remind ourselves that we are women? What the F?
—Confused Soft Butch
Dear Confused Soft Butch:
Roxy needs to protect herself emotionally. By breaking up with her, you severed the magic thread that runs from the heart to the clit, and you can’t just glue it back together with saliva.
You knew that Roxy’s ass was fine, and that her mouth was desirable, on the day the two of you broke up. Did you really expect her to trade being your girlfriend for being your fuck buddy?
Because you still are “connected” to each other, still are eating together, and still are talking on the phone, maybe the only factor defining you as friends instead of lovers is that you’re not having sex.
You want to blur those lines. After all, if you’re not hooking up with anyone else at the moment, why not do the nasty with your ex?
But you can’t have it both ways. Boundaries are an important emotional protection, particularly to the person who didn’t want to break up.
Whatever the problem between you and Roxy, defining yourselves as a couple didn’t work. But it’s difficult to convert an intimate, romantic relationship to a casual-sex arrangement. It’s hard to know what to do with the love and resentment.
Like many “confused butches,” you assume that sex and love can be teased apart, like an errant pubic hair from your happy tongue. But in most cases (between women), it can’t. Does this mean that you can’t have sex without love? No.
But even when two women agree in advance that they both want raucous naked fun, it rarely remains “just sex” if it continues for more than two weeks.
Dear Ms. Behavior:
I met a guy recently whom I’m very attracted to. He also has a nice personality, but he has very messed-up teeth. I am not shallow, but I do not understand why he hasn’t fixed his teeth. I want to ask him, but I am afraid to hurt his feelings.
I had messed-up teeth from sucking my thumb, but my mother fixed my teeth when I was a child. Even if she hadn’t, I would have gotten braces. They are expensive, but doctors allow you to make payments slowly.
The true problem is that I get distracted every time he opens his mouth or smiles. I keep finding myself looking at his teeth.
And he has caught me a few times. Then, when I try to avoid looking, it makes me feel awkward, because I can’t look at him in his face while he’s talking.
What should I do? I like him, and would like to continue dating him. Should I ask him to get braces?
Thanks in advance for whatever advice you can give.
Dear Toothy’s Date:
Surely “Toothy” hasn’t gone through his whole life without noticing that his teeth are messed-up. But it sounds like it’s too soon for you to start suggesting cosmetic improvements.
A good rule of thumb might be waiting three months before mentioning orthodontics, six months for rhinoplasty or facelifts, and a year for penis enhancement.
As you get to know Toothy, try to figure out if his messed-up teeth begin to recede from your attention, or if they perhaps begin to seem cute.
If they continue to seem huge and frightening—especially to your Johnson—you’ll have to share your former experience as a thumbsucker, and your recommendation for his dental transformation.
The real question is whether you’d be willing to be with him even if he decides never to get braces.
© 2009 Meryl Cohn. Address questions and correspondence to [email protected]. She is the author of Do What I Say: Ms. Behavior’s Guide to Gay and Lesbian Etiquette (Houghton Mifflin). Signed copies are available directly from the author.