Leather Life: Book Review: American Ecstasy by Barbara Nitke

Time: Sometime in the 1980s. Place: New York City (actually Queens). You are on a movie set at Adventure Studios, watching the filming of The Devil in Miss Jones, Part II. Next to you is the staff photographer, Barbara Nitke, who is shooting the still photographs that will be used to publicize the movie once it gets into theaters. But those aren’t the only photos that Nitke is shooting.

This is the world and the time to which Nitke’s new book, American Ecstasy, transports you. During most of the 1980s and into the 1990s, Nitke was staff photographer for a series of porn movies. This time period represented a closing of the golden age of porn, when movies were still scripted, still shot on 35mm film and still shown in theaters—and when the porn industry was still based in New York. Videotape instead of film, home VCRs instead of theaters, and the industry’s move to California were all still in the future.

In addition to the publicity stills the producers wanted, Nitke also captured unguarded, candid, revealing images of the actors and staff, a selection of which are included in this book. Nitke also includes memoir text that complements the photos, both in her own words and in the words of the actors and staff in the photos. Together, words and photos paint a vivid portrait of the era and the setting.

At turns ironic, humorous, sad, and touching, Nitke captures the disconnect between the glossy atmosphere of sexual fantasy the films were portraying and the more mundane reality—the actors and technical staff were workers doing their jobs, trying to earn money to pay for rent, groceries, medical school tuition or, all too often, that next gram of cocaine.

Nitke’s writing makes you feel the sweltering heat of the studio, the desperation and frustration of a late-night shoot wherein the leading man cannot produce the film’s required finale, or the crush of six people squeezed into the front seat of a Volkswagen van so they can film a couple having sex in the van’s back. Woven throughout the book are humor, sadness, jealousy, boredom, innocence, naivete—all the messiness and the glory of the human condition.

The book is X-rated, like the films it documents, and features soft, artful photos of young and beautiful people in various stages of undress and sometimes involved in hardcore sex scenarios. But the book is much more complex and multi-layered than these films ever were. In her photographs, her words and the words of the people in the photos, Nitke brilliantly captures glimpses of the souls and the humanity of the actors in the films and of the technical people on the set. This is a humanity the producers of these films were not at all interested in capturing, because they knew stories about humanity were not what the films’ intended and eventual audiences were interested in seeing.

American Ecstasy opens with an essay by Arthur C. Danto, who was one of the expert witnesses in Nitke v. Ashcroft (later Nitke v. Gonzales), a lawsuit in which Nitke, along with co-plaintiff the National Coalition for Sexual Freedom, sued U.S. Attorney General John Ashcroft and the United States of America in 2001. The goal of the suit was to overturn the 1996 Communications Decency Act, which many felt was unconstitutional. The suit was taken all the way to the U.S. Supreme Court before, in 2006, it was lost and the law upheld. (Nitke discussed the suit in her opening keynote speech at Leather Leadership Conference XI in Minneapolis in 2007.)

Getting American Ecstasy published has been a long road for Nitke. She first started looking for a publisher in 1985, but a succession of literary agents failed to find a publishing house willing to take the risk of publishing the book. Finally, Nitke has self-published the book with the help of funding provided by the crowd-sourcing venture-capital website Kickstarter.com. (Full disclosure: Your humble columnist is one of 407 enthusiastic Kickstarter supporters of this project.) Nitke is also the author of Kiss of Fire, published in 2007, in which she photographed couples engaged in BDSM scenes.

The finished American Ecstasy book is beautifully designed, masterfully printed and luxuriously bound—a fitting container for the words and images inside. Excerpts from the book can be viewed (and the book can be purchased) at AmericanEcstasyBook.com, but be forewarned: seeing the material in a browser on a computer screen did not prepare me for the amazing impact of looking at the same photographs and text in the actual printed book.


Exclusive “Leather Life” interview: Barbara Nitke, author of American Ecstasy

by Steve Lenius

Photographer and activist Barbara Nitke recently published her second book: American
Ecstasy. The book is a memoir in photographs and text of her years as the on-set staff
photographer for many of the porn films shot in New York in the 1980s and early 1990s.

Kiss of Fire, Nitke?s first book (published in 2003), is a collection of photographs of
couples involved in BDSM scenes.

In 2001, Nitke (along with co-plaintiff the National Coalition for Sexual Freedom)
initiated a lawsuit against U.S. Attorney General John Ashcroft seeking to overturn the
1996 Communications Decency Act (CDA), which many people felt was

When I recently had a chance to interview Nitke by phone, we discussed her new book,
her previous book, the lawsuit, and much, much more.

How did you get into photography?
I took up photography as a hobby when I was in my late twenties. I was married to a
guy who was a porn producer. He was an entrepreneur type, and in the 1970s there
was a lot of money to be made in porn.

I was a housewife. I used to play tennis a lot. I took up photography as a hobby. One
thing led to another and I was able to turn it into a profession.

Actually, I originally wanted to be a writer. I took a lot of writing classes and found I don’t
like the process of writing. I don’t like sitting down and, you know, looking at the blank
page, or the blank computer screen. So later on in my twenties, when I picked up a
camera, I was so happy, you know?

No blank page.
No blank page! You’re out in the world. You’re relating to people. You?ve got your
camera, you take pictures. It’s very immediate. It’s spontaneous. It just felt right, almost
from the beginning.

I must say, though, I very much enjoyed the writing in your new book—the way
you tell the stories that go with the pictures.
Oh, thank you! I think if I had enjoyed writing, I probably could have been a decent
writer. But I’d so much rather be hanging out with people with my camera, you know? I
think the reason I wanted to be a writer is because I love observing people, and I
thought originally if I could be a writer I would make these insightful, penetrating
observations of people. And I find that’s where I want to go with my photography. I just
found a better medium for what I want to express.

Did you have any training, or are you completely self-taught?
I have taken three photography classes in my life, and other than that I’m self-taught—
the irony being, I teach photography at the School of Visual Arts here in New York. And I
once admitted to my class that I was almost all self-taught, and two guys in the back of
the class stood up and said, “Yeah, what are we doing here?”

I hope they were joking.
Well, they kept coming to class sporadically, but they were brothers, and they eventually
got in the car with their cameras and crossed the country—which is what they should
have done.
Who would you say were your influences? Did you have any influences?
Oh, yeah! Robert Mapplethorpe, of course, of course.

Did you know him?
No. I went into a bookstore one day and I saw a really compelling front cover of a book,
and I picked up the book, and on the back was an image—it was a very kind of butch,
tight image of a guy in a leather jacket. And I turned the book over, and on the other
side was the same guy in drag. And I just was like, Do Not Pass Go. I bought the book
immediately, took it home and fell in love with it. And it was Robert Mapplethorpe! I
mean, I didn’t even know who he was. And when I really looked at his work and realized
what he was shooting, it was just—I can’t even find the words—I was just awestruck
that this guy could be recognized as an artist, and actually get to take the pictures that
he was taking. So, he was probably my big first influence. And then there are a lot of
them, I could name a whole long list. But he was big.

How would you describe yourself as a photographer?
I think I’m always evolving and changing. But I started out as a social documentary
photographer, which would be like a Mary Ellen Mark or Diane Arbus. You’re uncovering
moments, you’re finding moments, but you’re not directing what people do—you’re
capturing something they’re already doing.

I started out that way, but as my career goes by, I’m changing over to the other side
where I set up a scene and people act it out. Kiss of Fire was kind of a hybrid, because
we would discuss what we were going to do upfront, and then I would come in and light
it and stage it, pick the location, look at wardrobe—so it was a lot of planning. But then I
would step back and not direct as people did their (BDSM) scene. Whereas the earlier
work, American Ecstasy, the book I’m coming out with now—that’s pure documentary. I
haven’t picked where we are, I haven’t done any lighting. I’ve blended in enough so that
people would reveal themselves with me present with my camera, but I’m not really
staging and lighting and doing any of that stuff.

Let’s talk about what you photograph. Why do you photograph kink/sex/porn?
What draws you to it as a photographic subject?
Wow! You know, I’ve been in therapy for almost thirty years, and I don’t think I can
answer the “Why” part of that question.

What happened was, as I said before, my ex-husband made porn movies. I eventually
asked him to let me shoot stills on one of his shoots. And then the director of that shoot
hired me to work on his next shoot, which wasn’t my ex-husband’s movie. So it was on
the second porn shoot, I was there with my camera—I’ll never forget—I was back in the
makeup room, and everybody was getting dressed, made up, and complaining and
gossiping and whatever. And I looked around and I thought, wow, here I am, I have my
camera here, this world is completely open to me, and I get to shoot anything I want.
And I realized in that split second that I had found my subject. It was like, wow, it just
came to me—this is what I’m supposed to be shooting.

I don’t know. Maybe I’m drawn to sex for some reason—maybe you could say sex is the
subject. Or maybe you could say that really it’s the people that are my subject, not so
much the sex acts. I don’t know. I had more clearly defined goals for Kiss of Fire. That
book was about people who were couples, who were expressing love through
sadomasochism. I really had a better definition of what I wanted to shoot at that point.

Maybe it’s the most intimate part of people, and that’s what draws me to it. I don’t know.
There have been so many moments in my life when I think I would have been better off
with a different subject—I mean, certainly career-wise, it would have been better to
have subject matter that was more widely accepted. And I’ve often felt that the subject
picked me more than I picked it. You know, whatever it is, however it happened, I’m
proud that I’ve always followed that inner voice that tells me I’m on the right path.

The photos that are now in American Ecstasy—what were they originally shot
for? What use would they have been put to back when they were shot, when the
films were in production?
The shots you’re seeing in that book are shots I shot for myself. But the way it worked
was that I was always hired to work on the porn movies, and my job was to shoot
publicity shots that would sell the movies.

What we’re seeing in the book is not those?
No. What happened was, I was shooting on slide film. And once I realized on that
second shoot that I wanted to shoot this for me, then I was easily able to shoot what the
producers needed, what I was hired to shoot. And then when I saw my moments, I
would shoot those, and I would pull those slides out. So I gave the production the shots
they had specifically asked me to shoot, and I kept my shots for me.

The images in American Ecstasy were shot from when to when?
Starting in 1982, and American Ecstasy goes up to 1991, so it’s a nine-year period.

And why are we just now seeing the images? What’s taken so long?
Well, that is a very good question, because I have been looking for a publisher for that
work since 1985.

I know. My first literary agent took on my book in 1985, and then could never sell it. And
then I went through another bunch of literary agents. And throughout all those years,
some publishers would be insulted, but others would say, wow, this is good material, but
we wouldn’t touch it with a ten-foot pole. I mean, they would compliment me on it, but no
one would publish it.

So, I’m self-publishing American Ecstasy. I raised the money, or most of it, on
Kickstarter.com. And what’s cool about that is there’s no filter of an editor or publishing
house or anything. It’s not edited, it’s unabridged, it’s exactly the book that I wanted to
have. So maybe things happen for a reason, you know what I mean?

When did you give up trying to find a publisher for the book and decide to selfpublish
it? How recently?
I never gave up. I never ever gave up. The first three or four agents eventually gave up,
but then I would go find another agent. I mean, I just never gave up.

So when did you decide that, okay, this is not going to happen, I’m going to selfpublish
I decided that this past year.

So, even as recently as this past year, your book was considered too hot for
publishers to touch?
Well, there’s a longer story. In 2005, my literary agent, Jane Dystel, actually got a
publisher, and that was Judith Regan—

I don’t know if you know who that is—

Oh, yes!—
Judith was at Harper Collins, and she was the most powerful editor—she had her own
imprint, and she really had carte blanche, because she was just really successful. She
took the book on. And I was beyond thrilled—I mean, she appreciated the book, totally
understood it. She really liked the book, and she was all set to publish it. Literally, I was
just trying to FedEx the model releases out to LA where her office was, when she got
I mean, it was the most bizarre thing! I had all kinds of trouble that day, and I couldn’t
get the model releases into FedEx before 9:00 at night. And I think it was right after
FedEx closed that I got the news that she had been fired. It was just the weirdest thing.

So, Judith got fired. I didn’t want Harper Collins to do my book without her, but we had
to wait a year for them to release it, and then my agent went back out looking for
another publisher. God bless that woman! And no one else would touch it.

So, then, two and a half years ago, I got a call from this young couple, they were
publishing a small, kind of a soft-porn magazine. They had published some of my work
in the past, and they said, you know what, we’re gonna publish your book. So I got all
set for them to publish it. We had some disagreements over how the layout should be
but we were heavily involved in getting it published, when all of a sudden they
disappeared. No one would answer my calls, nobody would answer my emails, I didn’t
know what happened to them. But by then I was so far along in the process that I
decided to do the Kickstarter.com campaign and just publish it myself.

I found out that the couple suddenly started going through a divorce, that’s why they
disappeared. But because of that— You know, the layout they were going to publish
was not the layout I would have wanted, so again, things happen for a reason.

So what you’ve got now is the layout that you wanted.
Yeah. And I used the book designer that they had onboard—who’s amazing! We just
revamped the layout to the way it is now. They didn’t like the idea of blending the text
with pictures. They thought all the text should be in the front of the book and then all the
pictures in the second half.

I like it the way it is.
Oh, me too! By far! I know it’s better this way. I had their designer do it my way, and she
agreed with me, and, you know, it just turned out to be perfect.
So that’s the long saga of getting this book published. You have no idea what a great
moment this is in my life!

What, to you, makes a good photograph?
To me, a photograph has to tell a story. I mean, you know, it has to draw you in. I think
there has to be some depth. I also think a good photograph leaves you wanting a little
more. It doesn’t, like, give it all away, there’s maybe a little bit of mystery to a good
photograph. That could just be based on the person, the subject of the photo, or some
gesture that they’re making. Composition matters, I think all the technical things matter,
but I think what really makes a good photo is beyond the technical stuff.

What’s your favorite kind of subject to shoot?
People, people, people! The subject has to be able to talk. I can’t do still-life stuff, or
animals. I can do other stuff, but photographing people is what I want to do.
What do you want your photos to do or to accomplish or to communicate?
I want my photographs to make people think, or to ask questions. Ideally, I want to go
beyond just simply entertaining someone with my photos. And I want to open their mind
if I can.
That’s a perfect segue into the final topic I want to ask you about: the lawsuit.
Talk about opening people’s minds—that’s what that lawsuit was trying to do.
Was it Ashcroft v. Nitke or Nitke v. Ashcroft?

Nitke v. Ashcroft—we sued them.

When you say we, it was you and who else that brought the suit?
It was me and the National Coalition for Sexual Freedom. And our lawyer, who ended
up pro bono, doing it for free, was John Wirenius. John is a constitutional scholar who
has written a book about the First Amendment.

Here’s the story of the suit. I’ll try to keep it simple—because if you ask my lawyer, it’s
extremely complicated.

Basically, there is a law called the Communications Decency Act, which makes it a
felony crime to post obscenity on the internet. And the problem with this law is the way
they define obscenity. First of all, nobody knows what obscenity is. The way it’s legally
defined in the Communications Decency Act is by community standards. So, if you post
something on the internet that is patently—I forget their words, but appeals to the
prurient interest, is completely lacking in artistic merit, scientific merit, based on the
values of a specific community, then it’s obscene.

So it goes community by community. So what would probably be fine in New York, for
example, might be considered obscene in a small town in Mississippi. And this definition
worked fine until the internet came along. Now, if I’m in New York, and I put something
up on my website, I can’t control who goes to my website, where they’re coming from,
where they live.

So the only way for me not to commit a felony crime is to really not have anything
sexual or nude on my website, if you took it to an extreme. We felt that law was
unconstitutional because it chills everyone’s right to free expression, so we sued the
government to try to overturn that law. And, to make a long story short, after years we
lost, and we lost it at the Supreme Court level. And I really think we lost it politically
because the Bush administration was in power then, and I think the Supreme Court just
didn’t wanna go there. They didn’t wanna start overturning laws like that when the
Republicans were in power.

If the political tide turns, might someone try again to overturn the
Communications Decency Act?
The Democrats are usually a little more reasonable about allocating their resources—for
instance, when Clinton was in power and Janet Reno was the attorney general, they
didn’t do any obscenity prosecutions because they cost a lot of money and take up a lot
of time, so it was not a priority. Then they started doing prosecutions when the
Republicans came back in. If the Democrats stay in power they probably just won’t
enforce that law, and everybody will probably be okay. But our thinking was that we
didn’t like having the law on the books, because you can always get Republicans back
in, and you can always have the religious right go nuts again. So we just felt the law
was a dangerous tool that they could use.

But the law is still on the books, and what I’ve done is just gone on with my life, and put
my images up on my website. But I know that there’s always the danger—the way it
works is, it could be one prosecutor in one tiny small town somewhere out there in the
middle of America that decided that they don’t like you or they don’t like your work, and
they can start an obscenity prosecution against you. So everybody’s vulnerable, really.

There is certainly no shortage of sex and nudity on the Web. How does everybody
get around that? Or is everybody just living dangerously?
Well, everybody’s vulnerable. Realistically, from the government’s point of view—we
found this out during the course of the lawsuit—the religious right puts a lot of pressure
on the Department of Justice to go after all that porn that’s on the internet, because they
would really like to see it go away. But from a realistic point of view, when the
government mounts an obscenity charge against someone, they usually lose. You know,
if the person fights it the government loses. So it’s hard for them to mount the cases.
From a defendant’s point of view, though, it’s very expensive to fight the case. The porn
industry will tend to fight them—they will find a way to raise money, or they have money,
and they will fight back.

So the people that end up being vulnerable, really, are people like me that don’t have
those means. Over the years, there have been some people who have gone to jail. I
think the religious right keeps the pressure on, so the government has to keep those
laws on the books—the government has to look like it?s doing something.

It’s a complicated situation. I know of an entire company that went out of business
overnight—a hundred people lost their jobs in New York, overnight. This happened a
number of years ago because a guy was running for mayor in a small town in Alabama.
This company had satellite dishes that beamed all over the country, and this guy, in his
run for mayor, said, I’m gonna get rid of that obscenity that’s coming into your homes
from this horrible New York company. He mounted a prosecution that put them out of
business. So, even with all the porn that’s out there, I say again, everybody’s still

What’s your day job now? You?re a staff photographer for television shows?
Dr. Oz is one of my clients. I love working on his show! I mean, I love him! He’s
amazing. And I’ve worked on every season of Project Runway, which is a lot of fun to
work on. I’ve worked on a lot of narrative shows, like Damages with Glenn Close.
There’s a new Kevin Bacon show called The Following that I worked on. I’ll be on
Gossip Girl next week. There are a lot of television shows shot in New York. That’s my
day job, just going from show to show.

How can people find out more about American Ecstasy?
The website for the book is AmericanEcstasyBook.com. On the site there are excerpts
from the book, and there?s a “buy book“ link there, too. Or go right to Amazon.com and
search for ”American Ecstasy.“

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